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Sorry for being so spoilt sorry for being so annoying :-( I always tell myself not to care so much beecuz sometimes i even find myself annoying. :-( But deep down i knw i cant let u go u r like a part of me which i cnt lose. Thku for being ever so sweet and tolerating my nonsense. That day when u juz walked away my heart literally broke and i could really feel the pain and hurt. My tears rolled down instinctively i couldn't control i couldn't stop. I wanted to tell u how much i really hated u to leave me broken like this but deep down i love u more than anything else. Can u c how much u have brought me to a state where all i c in me was u. Sorry for being so vulnerable. I tried to be strong i kept telling myself that this is gonna b tough n i muz be strong but inside me my heart feared. I dont knw how many will actually understand all these im going thru. Im not implying that u r not good. U 're really great. Beecuz i understand u and how much u r going thru too. Its juz that sometimes u got too tired from work and stuffz that u forgot all about me which made me feel unhappy. :-( It would b selfish of me to actually control and refrain u from what u r trying to achieve in ur work right now. Thou i always whine and irritate u, i want u to knw that i'll always b here. I may b tired but i'll nvr give up. I may cry and i knw im going to get hurt eventually but i'll nvr, ever give up.

HapPy BiRthDaY tO mE~!!

HAHAHS!! HI BABY!!!

I really really really(x100000) appreciate for everything you have done for me~!! I really had a wonder wonder wonder (x100000) 19th brithday!! *hugggss!!

seriously thank you for everything. i appreciate it lots. I really love the perfume!! It smell soooooo sweetttt~~!! JUST LIKE MI!! =P so great choice of perfume! hahas!!! Lastly, your lovely biggg birthday card!! It's really beautiful!! LOVEEE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! be proud of your art work baby!! why shy to bring it to school or around!! it's really very beautiful and sweet!! WHAHAHS!! guess all the guys will envy mE!!! I DUN CARE =p!! though i was just short 4 hours, i really enjoy every single sec with you.

sorry bout the distraction i had with my phone )= .. but i was just irritated by it.. hahahs... No matter what, thanks for all the surprises you gave me. Esp the birthday cake!! It was really sweet of you to get me the whole cake and sing the birthday song all by yourself! it is really the nicest and most beautiful birthday song i ever heard!! ((= Thanks alot baby!! *MUACKKK!!!!

I will have the best sleep ever for tonight! I loveee you millionsss and millionnssss baby!!! *super big huggsss!!* i'm really touch by all the things you have done.. you've made my day and the very first day of my new year.. my cutest and prettiest girlfriend of my life.. i love you!

with lovess always....
raymond


LAST BUT NOT LEAST!! HELP ME THANKS YOUR MUM AND DAD TOO!! THE CAKE AND ANG BAO!! THANKS!! (=

HAPPY 19th LOVE

<3

Favourite song!!

The more we get to-ge-ther together together

The more we get to-ge-ther the merrier will be

For your friends r my friends

And my friends r your friends

The more we get to-ge-ther the merrier will be

<3

Get well soon dear

I miss u so much n i hope u get well soon.

I'll always be here<3

My apology...

baby.. i'm sorry. i just feel aslp. i'm sorry. Know you have been very stress with your project and stuff.. This is my fault.. I'm really sorry bout it. Why not... i treat you for lunch today okays?? If you happens to see this post then you can redeem (=

I dont like it when i dont receive ur text msg when i wake up during the night or in the morning. It tells me that u dont care or dont even bother abt me. Im sad do u know wht is the time now it is 5.40 in the morning i want to sleep but i cant get to sleep. Sometimes u make me wonder how much u really care.

Hi its me bleah

When r we meeting u tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& plz takecare of ur leg baby....... C la tell u not to look at pretty girls still want to look now fall down happy la.........

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

NOT I SAY AR MY MOTHER SAID THT!!! :-p

Juz plz plz takecare of ur leg now stay home n rest more!!!!!!!!

KK BYE BYE LOVE YOU MANY MANY<3

nobody but i do....

Baby.. i know how much u have gone thru.. i know at times u are lost too.. i know i'm selfish to keep asking you to bear with it.. but i love you... seriously...

But if i do asked for too much.. let me know..okays? i will be understanding.. not as in break up.. but you can complain to me or wad so ever..i will be understanding..

signing off...

Im not lazy. :(

Will never give up will always love u...........

Merry Christmas, love.

<3

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =-*

Hi baby... Just finish packing my lagguage (= i know it's late already and i have received your message bout tomorrow.. (=

i wish to say thks for your chirstmas card and all your pressie you bought from overseas.thanks alot baby!!ESP THE WASABI MACADAMIA NUTS!!! IT'S DAMN NICE!!! *MUACCKK!!! Well.. i will be overseas for the weekend. Of cos i will miss you.. i know you will say that!! hahhas...

Thanks for coming over to my house to wake me up for a lunch together. Really appreciate your effort. When school reopen, i will be more busy due to my project submission. sighh.. But nevertheless, i will still spend time with you my dear baby. Just that it will be lesser... Just bear with me okays?? I'm sorry bout that...

Next, now it's my time to go oversea. So you better dun havoc in Singapore ah! hahas.. Do take lots of care okays? i will really miss you lots baby.. really really alot... anyway, my agent praise that you look pretty!! HAHHAS!!! don't smile to the computer ah!! lol...

okays lar.. it's really getting late le. Tomorrow i must also be around my agent house area at 11. So... just wish to say take lots of care okays? I will miss you for sure baby.. really really loveeee youuuu loottttttssss babbbyyyyyy!!! *BIG HUGGGSS!!!! I loveee you deeply from the bottom of my heart baby.. *muacckkk!!! i will text you once i touch down in singapore okays? bye my dear baby!! Shall see you very very soon!!!!! BYBYEE!!!!

day 3 and 4!!!

This post is the combination of ytd and today =p..

as i have said in the msg, yesterday i pack my whole room and living room till morning 5 plus.. actually i was planned not to slp so i can fetch my parents from airport.. But come to think of it, we will be taking cab back home. So 5 people won't be able to squeeze. My brother said that since i helped to pack the whole house, i jus stay at home and slp.Wherelse for them, they will fetch my parents... so... like that lo..hahhas...

As for today, i pratically did nothing. Woke up around 3 then went gym with my brother at 6. Then had dinner at home and slack with ivan and shaun around tamp till lyk 12 plus and head home..

How bout you baby?? so where have you went today?? Sure took alot of photos de rite?? hahhass...fun fun fun??? sure very fun de rite? =)

anyway baby.. HEADING HOME TOMORROW LE AHH!!! MUST COME LOOK FOR MI OKAYS!! =p I WANNA HUGSSS YOU!!! u better buy some present for me ah!! OR ELSEEEEE...... HAHHAS =pPp

hao lar hao lar..i'm going to slpp le!! Looking forward to your return baby.. :-* lovee you baby!! *HUGGSS!!!!

DAY 2!!!

*correction for post 1: DAY 1.. it's mosquitoes.. hahas..scared i edit then the date and time will be affected =x*

Sighhh!!!! I DIDN'T GET THE JOB!!! siannnnnnn!!!! So how's your day baby!! ((= MISS MI NOT!!! hahahss...

okays..so basically today i just went for the casting then to fabulous tan for some short interview and saw riissss loowwwwww.... actually she look quite pretty lar.. nothing un-usual bout her...hmmm...

okays.. so after that i went to gym and then to some rehearsal... then head back home!!! finallyyyyyyy goingggg to slpppp!!!! anyway.. just now my sis went to 85 to eat with her bf.But suddenly it rain heavily.. so i called up my sis and ask whether do she need an umbrella (i know it's very kind of mi =p). so she say she needed it.. So, i went all the way to 85 just to pass her the umbrella. BUUTTTTTT!!! when we are going home, it stopped raining.... -.-!!!

hahhas... well.. that's basically all for today.. Take care my dear baby.. hope to see you soon!!! *MUACKKK!! BIGGG HUGGGSSS!!! LOVE YOU!!!